My mind isn't safe and sound.
Every unimportant things floated on my mind while I was trying to keep calm. Seems that wherever I go I always hear whispers that I can't even stop it.
Sometimes I was thinking about an object that can popping my own mind, makes me forget or makes me don't know who the hell i am. Cause the most worst problem ever is to know that I hate some of my memories. Even it's just some of memories that haven't happened in my reality life yet, but I do always feel empty because of it.
Its killing me. Though that wasn't killing like "I am about to die".
that was like I couldn't focus to everyone around me so yeah because every thoughts was eating my heart slowly then I was losing my self and it's kinda made me clueless as fudge.
Kadang aku mikir.
Kalau black hole bisa nelen cahaya. Apa pikiran aku bisa?
Isn't that crazy?
Bahkan aku bisa musnah karena itu.
So to have an object that makes me forget about my own thoughts just like I should hold my own breathe.
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